My DAD.

On June 15, 2010 my dad took residence in Heaven, with our Lord and Creator. What a loss this has been for me, but I am gaining new perspective everyday….on life, love, serving others and living as if Heaven matters most.

My dad was the best dad to his girls. There are four of us….and he loved us so so much.

My three sisters and I lead the Celebration Service in Orange County, CA on June 26th. Aside from the circumstance…the day was perfect, in every way. There was laughter and there were tears, but above all…a legacy was remembered, while we thanked God for blessing us with an amazing man who we got to call DAD.

I have some of the best friends in the world. The late night phone calls, hour long meetings at Starbucks that helped me clear my mind, the dinners, the cards, the Facebook and Twitter messages…..all of these things have made my days brighter. I have felt LOVED. Thank you!!

Below are photos, along with a video blog with details about some incredible moments that I encountered just moments before I received the phone call about my dads unexpected passing and where my heart is at today. Please take the TIME to watch it and my hope is that you leave my blog….encouraged and with a new perspective. My life has radically changed these past 30 days and I just wanted to share it with you…..Thank you for being a huge support to me. Your prayers and words of encouragement have made a huge impact on my life.

XOXO

7.19.10

Mark Rampulla - Great post giving honor to your amazing Dad!

7.19.10

melissa weymouth - I am so blessed to have a awesome Dad that loved us so deeply. I am going to miss him so much. I am so thankful to have such great memories of Dad. He was so proud of his girls. Thank you Lord Jesus for giving me a wonderful loving father.

Dad you will be missed
I Love You xoxox

7.19.10

allister ann - i love you more than words can express…
kelli, your heart is so strong and beautiful
your father i know is so proud of you every day that you are following your hearts passions- that each moment you capture in our lifes history is a reminder of a life of love that surrounds us.

can’t wait to see you soon little bird
XO

7.19.10

the whyte house - such a beautiful post.

i lost my dad at age 13 and have spent almost 17 years without him. though i understood and was grateful that my dad didn’t have to endure pain anymore, it hurt. immensely. it’s been a life experience that has helped me grow, to not take things for granted and help others with their loss. now, after sharing 15 years of life and laughter with my stepdad, i am now having to watch his body and mind fall apart. i look forward to the day that he will no longer have to suffer, as well, but it breaks my heart to have to face that loss again. my heart aches for you and your family during this time, but rejoices with your dad’s new home address. you guys are in our prayers.

susie

7.19.10

Jaime - Beautiful, sweet Kelli….so well said sweetie! This was beautiful on so many levels!!! Hugs!!!!

7.19.10

Alison Hillenbrand - Such a sweet post Kelli!! You are such a good daughter. Bringing honor to both your earthly and heavenly Father. I know they both delight in you and the woman you have become. Keep encouraging others with your story, there are broken people everywhere who need to hear this good news!!
Love you!!

7.19.10

Heather - I am SOOOO proud of you for having the courage to do this video and post it. This is going to have such a huge impact on SO many people. Your perspective on this whole situation has been nothing short of AMAZING!!!! You always find the good and positive in every situation…. but in this particular one, you can TRULY tell the LOVE and PEACE of God on your life.
I love you sweet friend. Use that journal to write all these stories down too. It’s your Daddy journal πŸ™‚
xoxo

7.20.10

Becka - Kelli, thank you so much for sharing this video. I so enjoyed hearing more about the person your dad was. Thank you for your transparency, for sharing your heart and your story. I am so sorry dear friend for what you’ve gone through the last month but am encouraged to hear your perspective of God’s faithfullness, and how is turning ashes into beauty in you and through you.

Loved seeing you today…actually really wanted to ask you about your dad and how you’ve been doing but didn’t want to take you out of “working mode”.(= Thank you again for posting these sweet reflections….much love!!

7.20.10

amelialyon - Wow, what a sweet tribute to your dad! I know this seems tough, but there is a new found peace in all of this if you can just trust that God has a plan for everything and we are all a big part of it. I pray for comfort to be with you at this time. The first year is the hardest, let yourself cry when you feel like it, then dry your eyes and continue forward. Take care!

7.20.10

Donna - What a wonderful tribute to your dad…love the photos – makes me want to get some of me and my dad NOW! Saying a prayer for you!

7.21.10

Amy Conner - You are so so strong and wonderful for sharing your heart with us. It’s wonderful how you continue to honor him!! Love you!

8.8.10

kelly ann - your dad lived life the right way – by taking time for others. that is so beautiful and so inspiring, and the world is a better place because of him. i’m so sorry for your loss, but know that your dad is having the greatest time ever in heaven right now! how rad is that?! you seem like a truly dear soul… i just love your blog & your photographs, and i’m sending you prayers that your heart is comforted every single day.

9.4.10

Kate McNamara - Dear Kelli,

I am so, so, so dearly sorry about your dad. The way your dad lived his life is an absolutely beautiful testament to Christ and the goodness of a person. I want to live better now. You are so beautiful for making this video and saying your heart. You and your dad have really impacted me in such a meaningful way and I thank YOU. I have never met you before but I am friends with Tammy and David. If there is anything at all that you EVER need, please let me know. I will be praying for your heart to just BEAM πŸ™‚ with all the memories and love your dad and you shared. I will be praying that you just feel his spirit all the time and feel a peace and grace from Christ. Girl, you are so, so lucky you have memories and love from an amazing man. I work at Sweet CeCe’s in downtown Franklin and if there is ANYTHING you need help with for your new business, please let me know! It is the best and you guys are going to LOVE it!

Let Freedom Ring

HAPPY FOURTH OF JULY, my friends!

I am so excited to share my latest collaboration with you. My friend Vanessa Warren and I decided to put our creative minds together and this is what came from it. Seriously, right? I think we surprised ourselves! This was such an amazing experience….another reason why I am a huge advocate of COLLABORATING! There’s just something about two or more minds coming together for one common purpose. I love how much bigger our DREAMS and VISIONS can get from sharing ideas with other creatives.

Vanessa is fabulous designer and stylist. You can keep up with her on Facebook and Twitter….she’s all over it!

There’s so much to be thankful for this weekend. Our freedom and independence is priceless. Enjoy your time with family & friends….a few of life’s beautiful treasures. Have FUN. Be SAFE.

xoxo

7.2.10

Bob - Nice Kelli! I really enjoyed these 4th of July-themed photos!!

7.2.10

Alisia K - so fun!
love these.
happy 4th! πŸ™‚

7.2.10

dearjoeloverosie - just saw this on creature comforts and loved it! what a fitting theme to showcase a collaboration of dreams and visions. have a fantastic fourth!

7.3.10

Jaime - your so talented!!!

7.3.10

KELLI - THANK YOU SO SO MUCH!! xoxo

7.5.10

AllyW - What awesome pictures!!

7.5.10

Amber Zimmerman - I get so excited and inspired by other photographers and the work that you do. LOVE love this. The colors, the perspective. . .beautiful!

7.6.10

Brooke - Simply Gorgeous!

7.6.10

the whyte house - love everything!!

7.9.10

Karen | imisutoo - Ah your photos are beautiful and I love the layout of your website/blog!! :] I just found your site and I’m definitely a fan, I can’t wait to see more of your photos. Take care!

7.9.10

Becka - Kelli i absolutely love these!! This needs to be a feature in Better Homes and Garden or something!

Escalate 2010

Lucky me. I spent all of last week in my hometown of Orange County, CA visiting family….and attending a fabulous photography conference in Newport Beach. There’s just something about leaving town and being around new creative talent….and not to mention, the beach! HOLLA!!!

Ok, so many of you know that I talk about Jasmine Star…a lot. Especially to those who are on the fence with blogging and social media. Regardless of your views on Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, Blogger, WordPress, Showit Sites ect….this is where we are headed and where we will continue to go. Yes, we are all entitled to doing things the way we see best for our business, but we are in this photography community together. Our decisions and attitudes don’t just affect ourselves. Anyway, I was stoked to find out that Jasmine’s topic at the conference was on Social Media- I could not have been happier. She rocked it.

I learned something new from every speaker that stood on the stage and poured our their heart. I didn’t necessarily agree with everything that was said, but that’s the beauty of what we do. We are all unique. We all create. But we can never afford to stop growing and learning from others. This is what Escalate was for me. A place to listen and to learn. An opportunity to hear what works for other photographers and how that may or may not work for me. It was an opportunity to meet “cyber” friends face to face [HELLO jamie delaine] and to connect with other creatives. I am an advocate for collaboration and I want to do more of that…this was a huge part of what Escalate was about.

Speaking of collaboration….that’s exactly what TABOR JEAN, my new wedding photography venture is about with photographer extraordinaire, David Bean. A few of my other upcoming creative collaborations include miss Brooke Boling and Elise Yetton….more on these later. I just want to encourage you all to join forces with other creatives and visualize bigger dreams….and make them happen!

I appreciate the time that Dane Sanders, David Jay, Jerry Ghionis (all the way from Australia!), Becker, Jasmine Star, Jessica Claire, and Jeremy Cowart put in to further educate the photography industry.

::iPhone photos::

sara d harper & dane sanders

jasmine *

jeremy cowart

5.24.10

Arizona Wedding Studio - I googled this event and it sounded like it was just a big motivational thing by some of the blogs I read. What were 5 important things you learned from this.

How much money did it cost.
~Adam

5.24.10

Jasmine* - So nice meeting you and I can’t wait to see what the future holds for you! πŸ™‚

5.24.10

holly everett - Hi Kelli! We have yet to meet but I hope our paths cross sooner than later here in Nashville. I’m glad you had such a great time at Escalate…. I’ve seen a few of those guys speak and they are all really encouraging and informative. Hope it was everything you were excepting it to be! Have a great week….

5.24.10

JD - It was great meeting you Kelli! I also learned so much from every speaker and can’t wait for the next one! I wish you all the best and hope you fall more in love with photography!

5.24.10

Dane Sanders - Kelli, it was great to meet you and Sara! It was a really special thing to be a part of and I’m honored when I hear others had a similar experience. Excited to hear your thoughts on collaboration. We need more courageous leaders like you willing to step out.

5.25.10

Sara D Harper - It WAS amazing!!! So glad we went!! Can’t wait til next year!! ; )

Nashville Flood.

Three weeks ago today, I was driving home from a Womens conference at church. It was a little after 4pm and the sky was dark, the winds were blowing harder than ever and the rain was not letting up. What would normally take me 40 minutes to drive home…..took over 2 hours. The freeway was closed and the water on the roads began to rise. I had no idea what was about to come…..it was a shock to our city.

I know. I know. Texting and driving is bad news bears……but I was stopped [i promise!]. Since the radio wasn’t saying much about the roads and weather, I decided to hop on twitter to try and figure out what was going on. **p.s…to all you twitter haters out there….this a perfect example of social media at it’s finest!** I posted a “twitpic” of my current view on the freeway and asked people what they knew of the situation and the responses were such time savers! I was able to avoid certain roads and get home- safely.

My heart is heavy for those that have lost everything….and anything at all. We have dear friends who lost their home and are now dealing with additional headaches- called Insurance companies. I am sad at the loss of many of Nashville’s tourist attractions and recording studios, which contributed to the heart and soul of our city. However, I am proud to be part of this community that I call home. WE ARE NASHVILLE! We love. We serve. We help. We rebuild. A new song will be written!

Below are many photos that I took as I walked around and prayed over our city. I have also posted a video that a dear friend [Michael Deppisch] put together, which is so very powerful. There are many opportunities to volunteer and give- check them out here & here. Yes, it’s been 3 weeks since the flood, but the volunteer needs will desperately be needed for months to come.

5.23.10

Amber Fox - Thanks for posting this. I have tears in my eyes for you and your community. May we be reminded that we are not to store up treasures here on earth, but in heaven. God will reign and your community will be restored. The funny thing about national disasters, is that the community really comes together and becomes what the meaning of the word is. My prayers are with you.

5.24.10

Hollie - Awesome! Great Pics! I’m so glad you were able to get out there and document it all. Of course my favorites have the people in them. I love the one with the news crew and with the guys in safety vests and Policeman. I love the photojournalistic vibe. It’s very, Time Life!
I’ve seen more media coverage on the devastation and because of that, people talking about relief efforts. It’s so exciting to see how Nashville has come together !

Moving Mountains

One year ago today I was laid off from my job at an advertising agency in downtown Nashville. Goodness, I remember it so clearly. It seems like yesterday when I was sitting across from the CFO as her mouth was moving, but my mind was wondering off towards new dreams and visions. As I left the building and was walking to my car I had no idea what the next day, week, month or even year would look like for me. At the time, I was in a music group called COLMANblue and we were really hoping to move things ahead. I was hopeful in the midst of the unknown.

Let me back this up. It was Easter 2009 and our pastor was talking about purpose. I sat in my chair that Sunday and really examined my life. Was I really doing what I was called to do or was I putting my hands to things that I selfishly wanted to obtain? Pursing my own dreams? My own visions? The last thing that I wrote in my journal that day was:

“I don’t want to be a person doing things that God has never called me to do in the first place.”

So, as I was hearing the dreaded words of being let go- just three days after Easter- my mind went to that place in my journal. I was hearing the words “Now Go. Do what I have called you to do.”

So much has happened in this ONE YEAR. Never before have I felt more in line with what I am being called to do with my life. The funny thing is, it hardly involves what I have been trained to do since I was a little girl. The music that I had been pursuing had come to an end and I found myself in a whole new place, but never alone. I am being REFINED. REDEFINED. SHARPENED. TRUSTED. LOVED.

So, I sit here in my office away from the office [Starbucks] and I write to you to tell you….to listen. Be aware. Be intentional. Dream. Take chances. Believe. Have faith. Life is fast and ever changing. God dreams much bigger dreams than we could ever begin to touch, and honestly our dreams don’t even come close to the magic He desires for us. He’s not even effected by time frames….how amazing is that!?!?

“God trains the called, he doesn’t necessarily call the trained.”

I am a people person. I love a good conversation. I value relationships. All of these things are what I get to experience on a daily basis with photography. Yes, I love nothing more than a ridiculously radical photo, but first and foremost….its YOU! It’s an honor for me to really get into the lives of people…..with guards down…..being real and authentic. This is where true magic begins.

The opportunities that have come my way in just the last few months have completely blown my mind. I’ll be announcing a few of those things later this week. It just amazes me how quickly things come together when you are doing what you’re called to do. I whole heartedly believe in proper alignment….being at the right place, at the right time, doing the right things with the right people. Try it! Life is just better this way…….

Is anyone else out there hearing what I am saying? Where are you at in this season of life?

Be encouraged! And lets move mountains! I dare you.

p.s the CFO that laid me off….later hired me to photograph her daughters wedding. Seriously?!? Life always works out.

4.14.10

Sarah Tweet - Kelli,
You are truly an inspiration… You live and breath your passion so much that it is contagious to everyone you come in contact with. I have personally been affected very much by this magic you posses. Thank you for being who God has called you to be. You are a gift to this world.

4.14.10

Jaime - Kelli your devotion, your purphose, your discipling, your hungry to do God’s will and dreams is making you a mighty warrior in the Kingdom. Just wanted you to know just how writing a simple blog with your guards down can inspire, bring hope, and shower blessing upon your readers. God has filled with such beauty, and wisdom. Just WOW! what a blessing!

4.14.10

Kristine Ridley - Thank you for this Kelli. This was exactly what I needed to read. God is so SO freakin BIG. If we are completely trusting him we have no reason to fear anything. πŸ™‚

4.14.10

Vicki - You amaze me Kelli. Not only with your eye for the perfect “shot” but also your heart. You have always had a passion for life but your passion for the things of God is what truly blesses my heart. Thank you for sharing. Love you!

4.14.10

Lindey - Kelli – thank you for sharing this post. You know it inspires me. To answer your question “what season are you in your life” – I am in the greatest season of all, God is changing me. In the beginning the change hurt A LOT, but now I see the glory in it all. Being stripped from the things & people in my life I thought needed made so AWARE of God’s presence in my life.

TRULY putting God first in my life made me aware of all the work He is doing in my life. Persevering through the hard times makes you stronger and brings you closer to Him. TRULY being aware of Him brings happiness.

4.14.10

=o) kel - hi kelli – another kelli here πŸ™‚ i take your dare!! i am from indiebiz and i am so inspired by not only the class but by the other students and the collaborative drive to DO SOMETHING BIG. i am an aspiring photographer and will actually be pursuing that when i return to college this coming fall and am so inspired when i see not only beautiful people but personalities captured which you do so well. i am so sorry you got laid off from that last job but SO HAPPY that it led you to this point in your life. congratulations for realizing what’s important and making things work for yourself. hope to keep in touch!!

lovies, =o) kel

4.14.10

Alison Hillenbrand - An inspiration indeed!! Thank you for living your life out so openly before us. Your journey this last year has been an inspiration and a testimate that following God’s will and purpose for your life doesn’t mean your life will be boring or unenjoyable. He wants us to enjoy this journey and have fun while we use the gifts He’s given us to bless and minister to others. YOU my friend have captured this, it’s tremendous!! And I am so proud of you. I share your story often.

4.14.10

Iris - Hello Kelli. I came across your blog surfing Promise’s site. I just read your post on Moving Mountains & it struck a cord. I have been in an internal struggle with myself. I know I was meant to create images and art from a very young age and like yourself I love people, magical moments, the good in things. Somewhere along the way I have lost myself trying to keep up with life and bills. You’ve inspired me to find the road again. Beautiful written words. I thank u!

4.15.10

Tristian - Kelli Thank you so much for being YOU!!! I love you friend and I cant wait to work together! πŸ™‚ I NEEDED to read this and know that I can do what He has called me to do!

4.15.10

Reed - I am SO proud of you WIFE!:)

4.15.10

Anya Elise - I couldn’t agree more. There are always going to be those moments in our lives where things seem to be crashing down around us and we’re left feeling rather bewildered and lost. But really, maybe there’s something behind whatever crumbled away that we couldn’t see before, and that something is exactly what we’re supposed to turn to.

I love that last little detail about the CFO hiring you for her daughter’s wedding. Just more proof that things will work out in radical and unexpected ways!

4.15.10

Matt Dudley - Great post. Congrats on TaborJean… hope the new venture is a complete success.

4.16.10

The Velvet Trunk - Just now seeing this and am not a bit surprised. The Lord did the same thing to me over three years ago and there were so many moments where I was left with my mouth hanging open at how He provided. And I proably cried for the first three months or so out of amazement b/c He KNEW… He knew I was too chicken to jump out on my own, so He pushed me out and then told me to jump. I would have never had the courage to do it otherwise. What a gentle God…

You are on an adventure with God and there is no sweeter place to be. So incredibly excited for you girl!! Yay! God is SO stinking cool!!

Hugs,
Mel

4.20.10

rachel! - that’s sooo amazing. i love how god closes doors & opens other ones. i’m in the midst of changing from a business major to an art major…i think. it’s just so hard to be sure of God’s plan sometimes… well, especially when it’s what I want. because i want to feel like i’m doing it for god, and not myself. but then again, maybe that’s a good thing. thanks for sharing. i really really like your blog already! and sooo exciting about tabor jeans. i recently realized that i would LOVE to go into the wedding industry, so i’ll be reading to see how it goes!

4.21.10

Nedra - Kelli! Wow, thank you so much for sharing your heart, it’s so encouraging to read how God uses what seem like difficult circumstances at the time, to empower us to take risks and trust Him! Love your photography, love your blog. Can’t wait to see all that happens this year!

4.23.10

christy - can I just tell u how much this post meant to me? even though i always dream, but maybe feel it’s not my time…or maybe God has other dreams in store for me….i long to know what God’s will is for my life…i think i put limits on it…i get practical or maybe what it really is, is that i put my dreams aside in case those aren’t the dreams for me….do i make sense???? sorry if i am talking nonsense….it’sjust forever since i have felt like i have no idea what my calling was…what is my purpose? what r my gifts…anyway..i know God is trying to tell me, i just hope i don’t miss it because i am stressing about it…anyway…i know u proabaly have read thru all these comments already, but i had to tell u this post inspired me:)